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by way of feeling better...
i am eating a california roll (i really wanted some avocado, but the grocer had no ripe ones, alas) for dinner, and a container of fresh raspberries for dessert. yum!
and i have some dark chocolate for later.
i really hate it when i get into the kind of funk i've been in today. for chrissakes, i get angry at/about global capitalism. like that's productive. the big picture makes me lose sight of smaller things i can actually do, my own self, to foment change, and instead i feel paralyzed by the hugeness of the job of changing the world economic system. lol--yeah, i mean singlehandedly... i suppose i need these "angry at the huge thing" moments, though, to keep me mindful of why i do the specific things that i do. also to make sure those specific things still make sense in the grand scheme.
and i have some dark chocolate for later.
i really hate it when i get into the kind of funk i've been in today. for chrissakes, i get angry at/about global capitalism. like that's productive. the big picture makes me lose sight of smaller things i can actually do, my own self, to foment change, and instead i feel paralyzed by the hugeness of the job of changing the world economic system. lol--yeah, i mean singlehandedly... i suppose i need these "angry at the huge thing" moments, though, to keep me mindful of why i do the specific things that i do. also to make sure those specific things still make sense in the grand scheme.
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