Synchronicity

Jul. 19th, 2008 01:03 pm
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In a weird bit of synchronicity...after writing and posting my last entry, in which I worry some about my over-consumption of "screens," I went to my bookshelves to pick out a book, which I then began to read. The lucky winner: Adrienne Rich's On Lies, Secrets, and Silence. Here's a lengthy excerpt (I'll give you the full paragraphs so you'll get a little bit of context):
In particular, the women's movement of the late twentieth century is evolving in the face of a culture of manipulated passivity (the mirror-image of which is violence, both random and institutional). The television screen purveys everywhere its loaded messages; but even when and where the message may seem less deadly to the mind, the nature of the medium itself breeds passivity, docility, flickering concentration. The decline in adult literacy means not merely a decline in the capacity to read and write, but a decline in the impulse to puzzle out, brood upon, look up in the dictionary, mutter over, argue about, turn inside-out in verbal euphoria, the "incomparable medium" of language--Tillie Olsen's term. And this decline comes, ironically, at a moment in history when women, the majority of the world's people, have become most aware of our need for real literacy, for our own history, most searchingly aware of the lies and distortions of the culture men have devised, when we are finally prepared to take on the most complex, subtle, and drastic revaluation ever attempted of the condition of the species.

The television screen has throughout the world replaced, or is fast replacing: oral poetry; old wives' tales; children's story-acting games and verbal lore; lullabies; "playing the sevens"; political argument; the reading of books too difficult for the reader, yet somehow read; tales of "when-I-was-your-age" told by parents and grandparents to children, linking them to their own past; singing in parts; memorization of poetry; the oral transmitting of skills and remedies; reading aloud; recitation; both community and solitude. People grow up who not only don't know how to read, a late-acquired skill among the world's majority; they don't know how to talk, to tell stories, to sing, to listen and remember, to argue, to pierce an opponent's argument, to use metaphor and imagery and inspired exaggeration in speech; people are growing up in the slack flicker of a pale light which lacks the concentrated burn of a candle flame or oil wick or the bulb of a gooseneck desk lamp: a pale, wavering, oblong shimmer, emitting incessant noise, which is to real knowledge or discourse what the manic or weepy protestations of a drunk are to responsible speech. Drunks do have a way of holding an audience, though, and so does the shimmery ill-focused oblong screen. (12-13)

--Rich, Adrienne. On Lies, Secrets, and Silence: Selected Prose 1966-1978. New York: W.W. Norton, 1979.

Yeah, what she said. I might not be quite as doom-sayish as Rich is being here, but the basic sentiment is the same. I don't like what too much television does to my attention span, to my taste for intellectual labor, to my ability to self-motivate, to my feelings of efficacy and purpose in life. I don't want to erase it--or the internets--completely from my life, and in fact I think they constitute new ways of expressing and making meaning in the world. In other words, I don't fully agree with Rich that they necessarily dumb down our intellects and interactions, but they do often have that effect. However, when they do have the effect of dumbing us down, perhaps it's no more so than other distractions that were available in earlier historical periods. I mean, at one time moralists were all up in arms about how many novels people (especially women) were reading. In any case, I feel that my consumption of these two screen-based media has gotten out of balance, and that I really need to restore a balance (or find a new balance, whatever) that feels better--healthier--to me.
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an interesting thing happened today, as i was getting ready to eat lunch. after preparing my food and setting it on the kitchen table, i went to my bedroom to get the novel i've been reading in my spare time (fyi, i am still working on dan simmons' olympos, which i haven't finished for reasons that will become apparent in a moment). the novel was resting on my nightstand, and on the floor nearby sat my copy of the cultural studies reader, edited by simon during. last night i read most of an essay by stuart hall about the theoretical legacies of cultural studies, and i had marked a couple of other essays that i want to read as well.

guess which book i ended up grabbing? if you guessed the cultural studies reader, you're right. i didn't even hesitate. to be fair, this novel isn't exactly thrilling me, but it has my attention and i am enjoying it more, the further i read. i think i would have passed up even a completely gripping novel, though--perhaps even the 7th harry potter book, at least the way i feel today.

i should be clear: i am not reading these essays for my dissertation, at least not specifically or directly. i am reading them partly for fun, and partly because i am so fascinated by my chosen field that i truly enjoy extending my knowledge of it--which is the same thing as saying "for fun," i guess. not surprisingly, the essay has actually helped me to clarify an issue that is relevant to my dissertation: the theory/praxis dichotomy, and the question of how to enact the necessary (though always provisional) theoretical closures that enable political action/activism, without sacrificing the theoretical flexibility necessary to the critical enterprise that is cultural studies in its more academic instantiation.

this is a new/old impulse (i.e. the grabbing of the more "thinky" book); it is reflective of the fact that i am starting to take more joy in my academic work again, and that makes me happy.

yesterday evening i participated in the mock trial proceedings at the UW law school, where my friend L is a 3L. i played one of the witnesses for the defense. it was really fun. one of the other witnesses was played by a 1L who mentioned having had a class with one of my committee members (it turned out that he'd had a class with another committee member as well, but i didn't find that out until later). the class was organized around michel foucault's concept of biopower, which is a major focus in my dissertation work, so this 1L and i had a pretty interesting discussion about it. afterward, when he was "called" as a witness (they had us sequestered in a separate room, because the room where the mock trial was being held was too small to fit all of us), i pulled out a pad of paper and jotted a bunch of notes about my dissertation. as a result, i am having a good writing day today (finally--yesterday was not very productive).

it's good! i have plans to go see a free movie tonight, so having a productive day will make me feel more like i "deserve" that...or something. also, i need to drop off my absentee ballot at the polling place sometime this afternoon. (i usually mail these in early, but i forgot about it until last night, and i simply don't trust that it will get counted if it's postmarked the day of the election. i know, i know, it's supposed to and the law says it will and all of that; yet i persist in my irrational disbelief.)
i just finished the amber spyglass. spoilers behind cut )
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i have finished the new harry potter book. i will not post anything about what happens. i was left with enough questions, though, that i'm going to start the whole series over again sometime soon, and read it through carefully. most of the books had me turning pages so quickly that i know i missed stuff. with the newest one, i tried to pace myself, but after about page 250 i knew i wasn't stopping until i got to the end. it seems to be the way to read this kind of fiction.

i'm a little worried about reading the early books again--that i'll get annoyed and start really critiquing them. i don't know why i'm worried about that. there are certain books that i cannot read if there is a pen anywhere near me. pens activate my critic mode--and by "critic mode" i don't mean "hater mode." i mean the mode of reading through a critical theoretical lens.

ah well. time to go get my flexcar so i can help [livejournal.com profile] glaucon move.
just finished mona lisa overdrive. kick ass! not sure about that ending, though...

now i'm off to clean my room.
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i don't know what's with me lately. for the last week or so i have just not wanted to do anything except read.

i just finished sheri tepper's grass, which was really good; it's not a novel for the ages or anything (despite being nominated for a hugo), but it's an excellent read. over dinner tonight i started william gibson's count zero, part of my quest to read his non-neuromancer novels. i've also read pattern recognition and most of the stories in burning chrome--but that's not much, and i have a lot of books to go. it's hard to believe i haven't done this sooner. i guess he has a new one coming out in august: spook country. should be interesting. he did a documentary film a few years back, too, which i thought was pretty cool: no maps for these territories.

i'm wondering what SF is out there dealing more explicitly with genetic/eugenic themes, too. i have read all of the dune books (the real ones...the ones by frank herbert), and aldous huxley's brave new world of course, but i'm drawing a blank on others. any suggestions?
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this is a cool friday thing, plucked from the journal of [livejournal.com profile] boutell:

READING:
1. Liminal Lives: Imagining the Human at the Frontiers of Biomedicine by Susan Merrill Squier (re-reading, actually)
2. On Beyond Living: Rhetorical Transformations of the Life Sciences by Richard Doyle (i should have read this a long time ago)
3. Blue Mars by Kim Stanley Robinson (i've already read the first 2 in the trilogy)

(yes, i almost always have 3-5 different books going at once) (i suppose i'm also reading my dissertation prospectus, because that's what i'm working hardest on right now...)

WEARING:
jeans, earth shoes, blue and green argyle socks, and an olive green boucle sweater. ask me again tomorrow night. i'm going to a (ahem) salon with [livejournal.com profile] glaucon.

PLANNING:
going to my roommate's art opening (she curated the current--and also the previous--lobby exhibit at WET, washington ensemble theater, in capitol hill) AND/OR to a spoken word / music thing in west seattle.

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