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arguchikI seem to have fallen out of the LJ habit. I haven't been here for months. Haven't posted anything, haven't read anything, haven't haven't haven't. Coming here just now, I had to log in and I was worried I wouldn't remember my password.
I think I really need to write, but I can't seem to. I've been posting (somewhat sporadically) to my knitting blog, but I keep that one focused on knitting. This venue seems like a good one, but I feel stuck between wanting to just lay myself out naked on the subway platform at rush hour, and worrying that it's all just gratuitous self-indulgent bullshit so why bother putting it down.
I'm all discombobulated. I don't know whether I'm coming or going. My head feels thick. My fingertips are going numb and my knees are twitchy and my jaw muscles ache and I have a bad taste in my mouth.
I think I really need to write, but I can't seem to. I've been posting (somewhat sporadically) to my knitting blog, but I keep that one focused on knitting. This venue seems like a good one, but I feel stuck between wanting to just lay myself out naked on the subway platform at rush hour, and worrying that it's all just gratuitous self-indulgent bullshit so why bother putting it down.
I'm all discombobulated. I don't know whether I'm coming or going. My head feels thick. My fingertips are going numb and my knees are twitchy and my jaw muscles ache and I have a bad taste in my mouth.
