yeah...and why he has been puking so much, maybe. thanks for saying so...reassurance helps.
wish i could just do that automatically with guilt (actually, imagining it floating away on a river is really helpful). there's a *lot* of childhood conditioning behind that--i have learned to cope with it a lot better than i used to...but all those years of catholicism and my parents using guilt as their main "motivational tool" take a toll. i'll never get rid of it entirely, but hopefully i can keep learning how to lessen its impact on my life.
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Date: 2005-11-02 03:41 pm (UTC)wish i could just do that automatically with guilt (actually, imagining it floating away on a river is really helpful). there's a *lot* of childhood conditioning behind that--i have learned to cope with it a lot better than i used to...but all those years of catholicism and my parents using guilt as their main "motivational tool" take a toll. i'll never get rid of it entirely, but hopefully i can keep learning how to lessen its impact on my life.